Senin, 16 November 2009

U and I

Well, I’ll talk about my normal teenager life now, in this story. I’m 16 years old teenager, normal teenager wich one i have a lot of problem in my life, teen-problem. U know what i mean,right?

We can’t separate between teen and love, because in common, we found our first love, our first girl who drive us crazy in our teen age. I found many problem to get her, but if its done, all of what i’ve done and what i was face against with will be heard fun.


First time i saw her when i was
at first grade in my junior high school. Actually we’ve been one school since we were in elementary school, but i didn’t know her well. Even my close friend (at that time, now i hate him) like her so much at that time. So i just knew her from my his story.

I passed my elementary school successfully (of course!). I sign up my junior high school then, luckily i was accepted. In my junior high school, i found her. I saw her for the first time. Well, from this moment, she changed my life. Really.


When at the first time i saw her, i felt something that i’ve never felt before. Okay, maybe from this sentence, for the next you will read a lot of love-term like what you’
ve been found in love-songs, love poems, or anything else similiar. But its real, one hundred percent real, my own love life story. I just tell what i felt, not trying to be poetic although it will be heard like that.

“Oh God, she is soo sweet...please give me her name..” that was my first sentence in my first sight of her. Im not lying, she was the most sweet girl i’ve ever seen. Her long hair was perfectly framing her sweet face. Her brown eyes g
aves a shadisment to whoever who see her. Her small mouth would made every words those come out from her mouth heard good. She was tall for a girls size, and she was smart too. Just a lucky guy can be her boyfriend. And there was someone who was close with her at that time.

He was my elementary school’s friend, who often tell me about the girl who he liked. Mitha. Yes, her name was Mitha. very very beautifull name, i’ll never forget.


But I don’t know, i didn’t really care that my friend liked her earlier from me. I didn’t care if he judged me a betrayer. What i cared about was her. All about her. Who actually she was, where she lived, what her phone number
is, when her birthday is, what her favorite food is, what her favorite cartoon is, when i could gave her a shelter with my motorbike, and anything else.

Day by day i through with smile, with hope i can see her in the school. with hope i can get more information about her. I was very happy everytime i get her photos from my friend,hha. The important thing is, i falling in love with her, and all i wanna do all the day is staring her, thinking about her, imagine if we were sit in the park and chatting together..but its seem like just a dream for me.


Short story, after
i’ve been found a lot of struggle, i got her. YEAH!! i got her, finally. it was like i’d been in heaven. Oh God, thanks for answering my pray. Now i could called her my girlfriend. That time was when we were at third grade in junior high school, and i didn’t decide yet wich one of high school that i want to sign up to. I asked her, and she wanted to go to one of the high school nearby. And one more thing that could spaciousing me is, she had no any relationship with my friend who like her..hahahha. Her friends just ask her to accept him because of silly reasons those i couldn’t explain. The underlined thing is, she didn’t like him at all. YES!!

But there was something wrong. I could’t get what i’m imagine about from what a relationship supposed to be. Everything went normal, ordinary, like nothing special from us. It was going continously, until i found that maybe actually we were not be born to be together. At the first grade of senior high school, i breaked our relationship (one or two next years i will realize that was my most stupid action).


When i wasn’t with her, i tried to find another love from another girls. I’ve been tried some girls, but i couldn’t get what the real love was. I couldn’t get what i felt like when i was with her used to be. It felt like i couldn’t be suitable with anyone except her.


At the second grade of senior high school, I met her again. I found something different about her. She was more colorfull, she laughed with her friend more often than before. I didn’t know, its like she was a new “Mitha”. But that wasn’t make me directly get closer with her.


My classmate at that time told me that she was never have a boyfriend after me. It’s sound like she was waiting for me. My friends told me to get her again, at that time, opening a new page and begin to write another love story with her. Another happy love story. And i did it.


Following my friend’s suggestion, i was trying to get closer with her. God, its felt very very different. I could laughed together with her, i could smile when i saw her smiling at me, i could saw into her eyes deeply wich i found that i still love her. Yes, I still love her. Two years weren’t made my mind of loving her get changed. I still love her, even i love her more than before now.


Finally, i decided to get with her again.


16 October 2008, it will be our historical and memoreable date for us forever and ever. At the evening, when the sun hide a little of his shine, in the front of her house i said, “Would you be my lover again?”. She smile at me, and gave a little nod to me. That evening i knew, that i’ve found my true love forever, and ever.


Okay, that’s all about my teenager life, my teenager love-life. I have a message for the girl in this story;


My heart is your heart, my life is to loving you. I breath for loving you, be my lover forever. I can’t tell you how deep my love to you, but we’ve been thirteen months. I hope you’ve tottally know how i am, how deep my love to you. There is no even for one second in my mind to get away from you. I’ll stay with you forever, until my last breath.

I Love You, Mitha